Lia Marie Johnson, a 26-year-old YouTube star who first rose to fame as a teenager on the popular AwesomenessTV channel, has opened up about her struggles with addiction and abuse in a new YouTube video. In the candid and emotional video, Johnson discusses her journey through substance abuse, abusive relationships, and mental health issues, including a suicide attempt at the age of 18.
According to Johnson, her problems began when she moved to Los Angeles at the age of 17 to pursue her dreams of acting. She quickly fell into the party scene and began drinking, using drugs, and partying nearly every night. Things took a darker turn when she entered into a relationship with an abusive partner who tried to strangle her. This led to her first suicide attempt at 18, after which she returned home to San Diego and sought therapy. However, she eventually returned to Los Angeles and fell back into her old habits.
Johnson describes a downward spiral of drug use, partying, and music-making that eventually led to her being hospitalized multiple times due to mental health issues and drug-induced psychosis. She entered rehab at the age of 21, but unfortunately relapsed and entered into another abusive relationship. This led to her being dropped by her record label, Capitol Records, and going to jail multiple times before attempting to get sober. However, she encountered another obstacle when her former producer took advantage of her vulnerability, encouraging her to drink and then taking advantage of her physically.
Despite multiple attempts at rehab, Johnson struggled to maintain her sobriety and eventually ended up in a relationship with another addict who subsequently died by suicide. It was at this point that Johnson credits the love and support of her friend Charlotte and her family with helping her to overcome her struggles and achieve lasting sobriety.
Now, 10 months sober, Johnson is living in the English countryside with her boyfriend Charlie, where she writes, paints, and makes music. In her YouTube video, she speaks about the power of love and the importance of seeking help when faced with difficult challenges.
Johnson’s story is a powerful reminder of the struggles that many people face in their lives, and the importance of seeking help and support when needed. It’s also a testament to the resilience of the human spirit and the ability to overcome even the toughest of challenges with the help of others. Johnson’s bravery in sharing her story is sure to inspire and help many people who may be facing similar struggles.